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Title: It's easier this way
Rating: g
Fandom: skins
Character/Pairing: JJ centric, JJ/Cook/Freddie friendship, mentions (by implication) of Freddie/Effy and Cook/Effy.... There might be some JJ/Cook in there too depending on how you read it...
Summary: JJ wants to blame Effy for all of it, he really does....
Word Count: 260
Disclaimer: Nothing you recognise belongs to me and I'm not making any money from this...

Notes: This was somewhat inspired by the trailer for JJ's episode. (WHICH BROKE MY HEART BY THE WAY). It was also written really quickly so my apologies if it isn't the best thing I've ever written! Let me know what you think! :)


JJ wants to blame Effy for all of it, he really does.

He wants to blame her for the fact that Freddie never wants to come out with him and Cook anymore, he wants to blame her for the look of desperation he sees in Cook’s eyes on the odd occasions Cook lets him glimpse it.

He wants to blame her for all of it.

It would be so easy to blame her for all of it.

But he’s not sure that would be right.

Because deep down he knows whatever’s going on between Cook and Freddie is bigger than Effy; he knows it was there before Effy. They all knew it was there before Effy, they just didn’t like to talk about it. They knew there was a block; they knew they were growing apart. JJ reckons they all hoped college would unite them again, give them a sense of belonging again, a reason why they were still friends…..

It didn’t.

Instead college brought with it new challenges, new friends, new situations, new reasons to stay away from each other....

It brought Effy.

But JJ knows it’s not Effy that’s the problem. He’s knows the problem’s bigger than that. Except JJ’s never really being good at dealing with big problems. Not like this anyway. So he’ll keep blaming Effy, he’ll keep pretending that she’s the only problem. He’ll keep pretending that Cook and Freddie are completely blameless and that she’s the only reason they aren’t friends anymore, she’s the reason for the wedge between them.

It’s easier this way.

Comments

( 11 comments — Leave a comment )
charharkness
Mar. 3rd, 2009 09:17 pm (UTC)
</3... JJ! This is amazing :) I can so imagine J really thinking this! Nice work :)
dreamer4life78
Mar. 3rd, 2009 10:03 pm (UTC)
thank you! yeah my heart broke for JJ more than a little when I saw that trailer so I knew I had to write something! lol! Thanks so much for your comment! <3
sushimonster724
Mar. 3rd, 2009 10:36 pm (UTC)
Wow, this is so IC, it's scary. And awww, JJ! ILU.
dreamer4life78
Mar. 4th, 2009 10:30 am (UTC)
thank you! It's good to know I'm keeping JJ IC because I was worried that I wasn't...

and I know! JJ's so adorable it breaks my heart- seriously.
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dreamer4life78
Mar. 4th, 2009 10:31 am (UTC)
thank you! <3
dempsies
Mar. 3rd, 2009 11:37 pm (UTC)
i love that :) jj is my favorite so far. you should write more about him!
dreamer4life78
Mar. 4th, 2009 10:36 am (UTC)
thank you! :)

yeah JJ's probably my favourite too- although I've got a bit of a soft spot for all of the these boys tbh... xD

I'm sure I will end up writing more about him.... these boys do something strange to me... I just can't stop writing! xD

thanks so much for your comment and I'm glad you liked it! <3
acidpenguin46
Mar. 4th, 2009 01:31 am (UTC)
This was just so JJ, I can actually picture him thiking along these lines. Nice work.
dreamer4life78
Mar. 4th, 2009 10:43 am (UTC)
thank you! :)
marty_rox
Mar. 4th, 2009 07:41 am (UTC)
ohmygawd. D:
effy, go die in a hole plz ty. :|

JJ :'( :'(

I loved this :')

you're amazing. :)
dreamer4life78
Mar. 4th, 2009 10:49 am (UTC)
My heart breaks for JJ atm more than any of the others tbh... the whole love triangle mess is actually affecting him more than it's affecting Cook or Freddie really and IT'S SO HARD TO WATCH! God skins what are you doing to me... lol!

aww thank you <3 You're amazing for your amazing comments! :)
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